Bye Elephant Cottage Bye

Hey..I'm kinda back from hell..lol..I'm goin to KL this July..but my dad never trusts me..He kinda threatens me tht he'll will throw me to form 6..wic he has been mentionin since d last decades......i guess it's becuz u know..

sometimes i'm rude wen i lost my temper.lol.my parents always worried..this and that & just everything they can ever fink of..they said i'll become bad all cuz i'm not matured enough and if i stay for f6,after that 2years i'll become more matured.......WTF rite..

C'mon..I'm grown up & i know exactly what i'm up to & dealin with..altho i might be grumpy at times..yea bee is right maybe this whole thing of psychology will probably make me a better person..i feel kinda corrupted sometimes...

Haihh..just feel sad nobody knows me that well except my baby..n nobody trusts me that much as my baby..T.T That's one of the reasons y i'll oways stick to him..cuz it feels suckz to start all over again..u know..

lettin a new guy to enter ur life & hav to build the whole new trust things & d part of lettin him know all the shits i've done...which his acceptance to ur evry action is still unknown yet..it's really tiring n sucks..i've been thru it all for many times..my baby accepts me for who i am n i'm very happy..:)

I went to the college for d interview last week..that college has lotsa niggas..lol..weird..hmm..and my sis is as usual,has every reason to pick on me for everything..sad..she's back for her hols frm usm..& like wise...it's time to suffer..

And my used-to-be-best-friend..now she just seems like an enemy to me..she is really a smelly ass..She only knows how to make use of ppl..a total fucked up hypo..i really duno what to comment abt her anymore..

so,in overall,currently,i'm kinda downnnnnnn...
i'm going downnnn...deep down under.....lol....
plz dun fink d other way roun'..XD m drunk drink drunk...................
Current mood= :(